Emotional post last year

Comparing now and previous year at the same period, this year I am quite good in mood..controlling it...not bothering any negative influences that might affect my emotion.

Last year, due to the routine- working and do nothing except working schedule, and was also experiencing the financial dillema during that period...I had a bad time at that moment... Seems like no one can understand me and I did not want to tell anyone for that...not only that...I was always in the trough of the emotion....always showed the pessismistic side of myself...

Now, is a lot better...I bet I did not post any negative post recently....And also, I am also working at the same place where I worked last year...a better situation now where I got better pay....though I need to wait for nearly 1 and half month for my salary to come to me..-.=""
I think that's not the problem...as I am ok with what I've now...

Reading is really can calm myself down...especially the funny one like the one I posted recently...
It's non-stop fun for me....I found it 's interesting to read those books...though my friends said that those can be borrowed from libraries...

From what I 've learned, I grow up......
Better in emotion....I bet....