Fragile???

Recently, got too many bad news happened around me...

Suddenly, I feel that our valuable lives turn out to be fragile!!!
Too fragile under extreme condition!!

One of the case that happening on Monday was there's double suicidal act after attempting in stabbing professor from behind! And then, what was the main curiosity is:"Still not confirm that what was really happen to him?"

I am not those who can receive news at an instant...some of them made this as a joke and I really disappointed with these people...why people already died and they still want to talk a lot rubbish about that or related to that?

Another case also regarding to the death of a student in NUS..but this time was just a student....an exchange student from USA, drunk too much in his hostel and then, died suddenly due to difficulty in breathing...

It reminds me of the fragility of our lives.....condolences to those people...

Well, these case absolutely aware us about the seriousness of losing the lives...especially for me...I have many things undone....I want to finish these things 1st...

I am nearly 21 years old, and I still have not done something which is so called greatest moment in my life....I want to do that before I really can say something ending my life without regretness...anyway..just a simile to say that..I won't do that in real life....(ending life seems like commit suicide for me, but not...think other way ok....)

Distance is so far away...I just have to stay here and sitting in front the laptop while waiting for reply for chatting....suffer!!
Sometimes, I want to be permanent loss of memory....I suffer so much before and I just want to be myself....I don't want to think back those unhappy things but...
seems again and again, it flows through my mind...

Well, try to confess to someone need bravery...do I have that? Do I afraid of losing something that is already built? Do I suppose to wait? and wait and wait? Am I a coward?

This week gave me too much lessons on our lives....need to appreciate our valuable lives!! Take healthy habit and sleep early wake early...tiredness will go away...surely..

P/S: "Fragility of our lives, depends how we behave in our life...If got anything stuck in your heart, just tell and share to others...don't put it in your heart..."