Random feeling

I want to dedicate this post to those I owe, I appreciate, I like and I ......

I owe someone, someone that I really owe them for my lifetime, my parents...give me the chances to do all the right things, give me the chance to correct my mistakes, give me the money to spend when I need it.
I have no idea how to pay it but what I know is, I must not make them disappointed, sad or worry..
Secondly, this is the someone who I owed too much, owed a good relationship with...I just have no idea how to make it better again....if this lifetime cannot, perhaps, next lifetime...I will appreciate it, and not owe it..again..

I appreciate things as well as the person who I admire(this term does not apply to any "love" thingy), I appreciate when I am working with them. I appreciate this kind of working spirit very much! Perhaps if all KKHS friends know or knew about it, ya....we worked as a team...we cheered as a team!

Person I like the most, maybe.....if I want to bring out the issues, I am sure I am a loser. I don't have the right to love or like a person. I should change my own way and my personality. Hope one day, here comes my destinied one...

I am not doing anything at here, sitting and studying....learn nothing but keep studying..everyone in Malaysia seems have their time to change themselves into a better person..I, myself....I feel very disappointed when I do not feel any improvement.
I want to change now!