Feeling of lost....Since that day....

Feeling loss in the middle of sea of people...
Finding for guidance...


Suddenly, eyes open and see myself in the rain...
I monologged myself...:"When should I have a chance to have a partner!?"

Lost in the feelings....Studying is not the solution...

Though some of my seniors are lucky enough to have another part accompanying them, for me, not important now..

From now on, even a lost in feeling makes me a big failure in life..Being adult really suffer and torturing me!
I really want to have a person who understand me, knowing me well at here...
By my side..

Studying not only just a way to avoid, is another way to make myself numb..numb with the happenings around you..

What happen to Malaysia? No one knows....What happen to Obama? I just know that from The Star!!

Numb....Feeling lost...Like an ugly duckling lost in the jungle and want to find the way home..But, my lost of feelings are not want to go home....I'm not quite sure..

Sometimes, people need to get around each other and knowing each other to get know each other..

Because of gathering, we know each other...Because of grouping, we understand each other...Because of same target and mission, we know more each other..Because of lost in direction, we guide each other and know each other...
Because of feeling sick to Can 2 food, we cook together and will know , "Oh, rupa-rupanya, you also can cook?!"

Well, this week, I had a very suffering week...Due to CAs, due to next week's final exam....Last 2 days, I can't even sleep at night...I thought I really stress till can't sleep...To my surprise, I also reacted to tea!!!I forgot that I also react to tea!! Tea and coffee have caffeine , and I can't sleep just due to these chemical substance...

After FOA, we played angel and mortal...My angel and mortal, I want to know them...Especially my angel, I don't even know who is she? I really want to get to know her....So curious and so mysterious...I really curious and I suddenly have an instinct(chong dong) that I want to ask her for a dinner!!!

Exam is coming..This blog is typed suang also..I just want to get myself relax and want to fa xie ....hopefully, my friends, good luck in exam..

Time flies so fast and never say good bye to us...He wants us to get ourselves back to our business while we are wondering..."why time passes so fast?"
Recently, got a friend asked me about the NTU stuff since she wants to get into here...I told her, not really an easy thing because here, is full of challenge and especially, business school is hard to get in....Well, hope she can get into here also..to fight together...

Time passes fast until now is the time for us to study seriously...Time laughs at us..saying "I am stupid, I still blogging while others studying damn hard?!!"
Shit!! Ok..Time, you're out...According to Suki, if not mistaken, he said, now, earth got 25 hours a day..So,what? 24 hour is not enough for me now..I believe most of us, also complain about lack of time...

Doing econs and computing are most suffering things for me...Econs still better than computing..
Anyone can tell me,:"Computing can S/U o not?"

Stress really makes me can't sleep well.. Previously, I can dream, dream well at night..Now, even one dream also never floating in my sleeping..Why?!

Sometimes, older the people, the lesser you dream...I admit that, I have been old already...Since that day...