National Day! You need to study Sejarah before you say : "Balik ke tempat asal kamu!"

Yo...It's Malaysia's National Day! We, as Malaysian, proud of what we have and had....
Vision 2020 is not far away from us...

Wait....

Just now I read the article about the racist's attack in KL...quoting "Balik ke tempat asal kamu!!"
Furious...
Well, if I want to discuss this thing again, I would like to ask all of you to read the history textbook again!!!
Sorry, I just realize most of the Malaysians don't like to read history....Kononnya sejarah boleh memupuk semangat patriotisme.....pui!!!!
It's getting more serious recently when this guy Ibrahim Ali and his gang revived the racism between races and made more conflicts happened..Ok...at this point, I want to know, is Ibrahim Ali illiterate? I doubt he is...never learned and studied history of Malaysia before...
The Malaya's independence was fought by three big races, remember?!

Nowadays, Malays, Chinese and Indians study under one roof, for instance in chinese primary schools and also more and more of them choose to study in chinese primary schools as the chinese primary schools teach those things that the national primary schools never teach..which is learning other language...to accept other people's language and culture, is not difficult...just open your mind and that's it!

Racism...a hot topic recently and it's untouchable until Ibrahim Ali, who almost everytime puts this topic on the table and said:"hey, we have our own special rights! and you guys have no place to stand in this country.." something like this...I really wonder what kind of special rights is...too abstract for me....
I just know that this phrase has been used for decades by the leaders ...to protect their own places in Parliament and also the money they have!
They never protect the lower level society of their own kind! So, is that called fair? For instance, orang asli...the aboroginal people in Peninsular Malaysia, they live in poverty! Is that called fair distribution of properties? Where's all the money goes? INTO THE POCKET OF LOCAL GOVERNMENT AND PARA DATO' SEKALIAN!!

Please... stop the scandals...this will just worsen the situation and the economy of the country...This kind of scandal will just drag down the reputation of Malaysia as a good place to invest in...
Ibrahim Ali...stop it ok? your propaganda is useless at all....

You want to know the truth or not if you dare to say and ask all the chinese and indian to go back to their own place? You also indirectly ask your own kind to go back to your own place...you guys also the immigrants....you are also the one who conquered orang asli's land...

Sorry to say that as this is unacceptable when you ask us to go back to our place...Our place is nowhere but Malaysia....Please, if you really want to have good things for your kind of people, come on and fight like a man...fight for fairness...you don't accept means you guys are weak...

Nowadays, the credits all go to the wise one and not the one who does nothing...Think carefully before you talk about this sensitive issue...I am unlike you...we all prefer fair competition...

Once again, Happy National Day to Malaysia...I am truly Malaysian!

His blog...my comment

Ok...It all started when I read his blog..
His blog titled " Is Meritocracy a racism?"
Many of his fans comments were quite fanatic and I was very worried whether if I wrote something offended them then I would be in danger...Life's not easy as we all know and I posted my comment in facebook..

It's not a prudent decision to post a comment on a popular blog like Mahathir's one.
Everyone kept spamming my inbox(though I know there's a way to shut it down)
and what I saw was...quite many of them like my comment...
I don't know what I had commented on it..try to search it out and post here...

"Salam Tun, if u said meritocracy is for those who are elite in every field and are being labelled racist, then, I would say you are indirectly saying all people that who are "elite"( Malays, Chinese and Indians)...We need a fair competition among all of rakyat.. and of course why Singapore can do it because they have a small country and is easier to manage and handle as well as their own people self conscious...compare to Malaysia where the people in higher rank of society(para dato' dan datin..) seldom take care of the welfare and benefit of the low rank or low income society(especially Malay themselves)....and they just care for their own good..that's why corruption happens...
Sorry for any offense taken...“

It's quite respectful for him already when I began my lines with "salam"....

OK....here's the point...I read all the comments of his blog and what I saw was....there're still too many racists out there...pointed that meritocracy is a tool that we all use to destroy their privilege...I couldn't see any kinda protection towards poor one of their own people...there're 9 ppl liked my comments...and till now, still the most-liked comment...

There's no boasting here...But, just want to say that, more and more people like the way meritocracy works...just some of our people like it...

Running with time~

Time passes faster than you thought..
4 months time passed like that and we wasted the time like that..
I should have spend some time to go travelling and not just working..
But, in order to travel, you have to have some money in your pocket..

Well, I spend whole vacation period to work and travel also(took leave to KL)...

And now, what I have to do is just to pay attention to the work now and then, few days later, I need to move out of the current room and move to my allocated one..
quite far away from the one now and it's my own room again...
But, it seems very not organized at all..I mean my things inside the room now, everything is just messy and once I see those things, I just simply want to burn those things!!!

Next week, juniors will come in and we have to serve ourselves to them to make the orientation camp better..
Time, passes fast....We need to grab each second we have...

One week to a new semester

One more week, I will move back to my own room.
One more week, the orientation camp will roll the ball.
One more week, the new semester starts.

I have no anxiety at all for this.
Maybe, when the time comes, then I will get myself ready on spot for what ever.
Train myself to take action on spot, that's why we do events, right?
One more week, I will be a senior to a senior to a junior. That makes me 3rd year senior..and time passes fast enough that I never realize I have been staying in Singapore for 2 years already..

Immersing in the harsh environment, I learnt, I experienced, I was in high, and low of course for everything, and always for me, emotion, not excluded at all..
Immersing in this country's culture, being a individualistic person is a must and you may no need to think what others think of you. Just do your best..Being individualistic might not be selfish..You can still offer yourself to others when they need you.
Just that , I define this term as you should do all the things yourself and achieve with glory and enjoy it yourself.
Most of the time, you will be alone and make judgement yourself..
Well, 3rd year, is coming and soon, there will be more and more excitement and also disappointment come in.

Life is always like that. Mixture of happiness and sadness and also mixture of easiness and difficulty.

I tried it

I tried to control...but, failed to do so...
My mind was out of control and I just want to stop this happening again..
Infatuation is too high in my mind towards this..
My nature of infatuation towards a subject is getting more serious than before...
I really want to get rid of this kinda bad thing...

I tried to get rid of it...
By releasing myself, being talkative and being positive to anything..
Tried to talk to her..
But, in the end, what I did was just the adverse effect...making her so fed up with my attitude...

Sometimes, I really want to think more about what kinda person I am..
I really want to change to a better one..
Is it real that Taurusian has this kinda attitude?
I really want to be an exception!

Tried to put this away from me..-ing...
Improving myself-ing
I don't want myself to be like that again...

是与非..

以前，幼稚园到小学的是非题...
只有对和错..
到了中学的课外题，出现了对，错和non of the above...

可 谓，non of the above 和”错“是有类似的意思..
每次，我都会误解它所要传达的意思...

生活中，大大小小的 东西与难题，很多时候看起来是对的，又可能是non of the above...
从以前的0.5机率变成现在 0.333333333333333333333333(超多3的)

在对和错之间，也有一个灰色地带...
在政党和反对党之间， 还有一个叫独立人士..
什么事情都变得更有可能了..
难题也变得更多元化...

我们做人会不会因为这些小难题而更复杂 呢?
对错和...non of the above...-.="
看来，蛮有趣的嘛...

You can walk as fast like that?!

I have counted my footsteps in 10 secs...
What is yours?

Statistics reported that Singaporeans walk with average 15 steps in 10 sec...and I

20 steps!!!!!!

faster than them!!!

So, if I go back to Sabah, I could have left my friends behind!!