Damn nervous and stressful...

For no reason and from nowhere, I don't know who to share.
I just know that I am nervous and damn stressful now..

For the 1st time in my life, I tembak mcq in test..I believe this will be the 1st time and the last ..
It won't happen again because I will keep myself fully prepared for the next quiz/

For damn no reason, I am still nervous and stressful..Don't know what to share and to whom I should share with!!

At last..

I never expect that my 200th post will post something like this..
At last, she got her Mr. Right..

I will bless them....(Don't I feel happy about it, do I?)


A senior told me before about a lesson that should be learnt in uni life is to learn how to let go.
I bet that I am still learning how to let go too...Maybe now, I can really have to let go..

Anyhow, I am still who I am...also waiting for the Ms Right, also waiting for the right moment, also waiting for the graduation, looking for a better life ahead....I just want to be the happy one..

Hazy days

Hazy days, AGAIN??!

Well, this kind of weather really makes people want to sleep, feeling uncomfortable to play, work and even having .....(ok, you know what I meant)

What happens actually is due to the burning fire(hot spot) from our dear neighbouring country-Indonesia.
They are the peasants in Sumatera and as a typical nomad peasant does, they burn the whole jungle for the sake of convenience and then use the land for agricultures(conventional thoughts).
OMG....this is terrible....a bunch of lazy asses ... why are they using such method to destroy the jungle?
Reason is simple, they don't have many manpower to do the deforestration and that's why they use the simplest way to destroy it..uneducated way...burn the jungle and cause the air pollution without considering the consequences and this is an uncivilized society's methodology!

We are experiencing the deadly air in Malaysia( especially West Coast) and also Singapore..
I can see the building just about 5-8 m in front of me. It's serious enough to have an accident!
Not only accident, health is once again in turmoil. However, it's a positive effect for the healthcare sector. The more patients in this society, the more healthcare workers we need, the happier the pharmaceutical producers are!..then, our Mr Ng and Ms Tan, and also Ms Christine Wong, sure have secured jobs!(anyway, doctors are always a secured job)

Everyone is wearing the mask again( as if we were heading back to the SARS/H1N1 period). It's crazy，MAN! I hope that I can see the blue sky as soon as possible...not healthy at all at the moment!

Joke from Seminar made me alive...

One day, I attended a workshop in my university about the fund raising. As a business manager of a society, this seminar is compulsory for me to attend and with the financial controller by my side( luckily she was there, if not, I would sleep throughout the talk!)

Well, the workshop went well. Started by the introduction ..blah blah....with the fundraising inside university. I just realized that there are a lot of funds inside university itself and not really have to outsource the sponsorship as the fund provided by university is always approved and the amount is also quite satisfying...

So, the workshop went on until there's a segment where this lady , a facilitator of the talk, addressed this...
"Do you know any current issues ?" I was just too attentive to the lady in front and suddenly she said " oh ya, do you know that FedEx and UPS merged to form a company already? called Fed-Ups...." -.="

Wao....a joke...well, this really worked for all of us when all of us were about going to sleep and suddenly there's a force pulling me back to keep on track with the seminar....

The seminar started at 2pm and ended at 6! 4 hours....sleepy of course..but I learned a lot from it...About fund raising, and also networking stuff....it will useful for all of us in the future where we will be the boss of a company to know other representatives...

如果你要的话，就做Maincom吧..不然的话，请你不要涉及在内

你是谁啊?我没有权利去管咧(我是中文学会执委），你会有吗（你是老几）?

My recess week+recently what I did

Recess week!!! But, I have no time to recess as I have plenty of matters to settle.
1. Matlab for URECA ( I had changed the title already)
2. Doing revision for the post-recess CA
3. Attending Matlab Workshop
4. Biz mag thingy
5. Doing Past year papers

Quite a lot of things in my mind and I have no time to take a breath. I wonder what other people will do in Singapore instead staying at home, sitting on the comfortable sofa and relax........That's what I want now...
RELAX for my recess week and don't want to do anything at all!

Recently what I did:
Anyway, I 've been rejected by the 1st choice company and surprisingly, I didn't feel bad at all. Numb?
Or not the 1st choice is always the best? I always tell myself that there will be another way to the best way. So, Arup may be not my destined one and now, I am waiting for a better one to come!

Now, I can feel the tense academically and ECA wise. I really have no time to cope with my academic and realizing that academic just a tiny part of my life and I think ECA will affect quite a lot in the future. Suddenly also realize that civil engineer is not a job for me. Maybe it will be my career but not my interested one. Maybe I need to do some investment like invest in stock market?

Anyway, I am always excited to learn new things, especially career-related and non-academic thingy..=)

Phobia to the project-based subjects

Project-based subjects are always my weakness..and now, from what I heard from my senior claimed that there will be at least 5 subjects that need us to do the project assignments.

OMG~~~What I need to do is really have to prepare to fight this! I scared of the projects! 

1 more semester to final year...-.=" time passes damn fast and ..... sigh..

Please come faster please!!!! If not, after graduate I have no more time!