我很累了.....

我生日， 不会很高调， 因为每一年的母亲节， 我都会把我的生日摆在母亲节...

不是我要低调，而是没有这样的必要，来这么大型庆祝....

过了生日，又是全新的一天， 所以，没有什么大不了的东西..


朋友们，有时候都会忘记我的生日，一是，我没有告诉他们，二是因为母亲节...当然，母亲节比较重要....

我没有介意过，因为如果我能够每一天活得很开心，就已经足够了...

但，今年，有点孤寂....

虽然很多人通过facebook 和 msn 来向我祝贺，但是就是差了一点东西，我也不懂.....

听了我朋友一番话后，我了解到我的为人是如何，要改变一下，不对，是很多下！！！！
我实在太看轻别人了，所以，我真的要改过！！ 要不，我很想失忆!!想忘记所有!!

我很累了，我真的很想念以前的一切,二十一的我，到现在，还没有一个真正的目标！！有时候，想起来，也是蛮失败的...

我很累了， 我等的很幸苦，我需要休息....我很想吐，我很想 我很想找回以前的感觉，对每个人的热情....对每个人的思念，尤其是你, 我真的很想你.....

我很累了，我很想回家！！我不想继续下去！！我不要生存在这充满虚伪，肮脏，多病毒的社会！！
虽然一切是考验，但是，我真的累了......

B'day......

My last day of 20 years....


Have to make use of it wisely...


Anyway, today , the most important thing is, wishing Happy Mother's Day to my mum, wish her have a great day and healthy always...


Every year, I celebrate my birthday with my family, not with friends actually, due to the Mothers' Day....Everyone has to celebrate Mothers's Day and I am not going to interupt the celebration like that....hm....seems that this year, I am alone....


But, I almost every year forget my birthday because I nearly forget my important day due to some busy things going up in this period...
And , all the wishes are not going to be true everytime I wish it in birthday..
So, for me, my birthday is nothing, but a normal day like everyday....
Actually, if everyday can live happily, is enough....

This year's wish: H1N1....pls go away!!!

复刻回忆

This song .....


你还好吗 好久不见
又来这里 这个老店
後来的你 喜欢了谁
我们 聊聊天
现在的你 一样美丽
至於爱情 是个回忆
她不爱我 他离开你
爱会来 就会去

在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我 那样的你
要很久才相聚

我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你

窗外的树 爱哭的风
烦恼的我 聪明的你
爱是什麽 什麽人懂
所以 别难过
心还痛吗 请忘了吧
所谓幸福 是个童话
後来的我 一切随意
所以 没关系

在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我 那样的你
要很久才相聚
我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你

午後的闷热的窗外的一场大雨
让我们看见了以前的自己
把时光倒转回那一季
那年的梦 他乡的你


By Khalil Fong and Fiona Sit

Sorry.......Mum, Dad

This blog is dedicated to my mum....and my dad too.....































Mum and Dad,


Sorry that I could not go back home to celebrate Mother's Day and Father's Day with you...

I know that this is what we can't do about....You asked me to stay here to earn some for my own...But, for me, what I really want is not really this, I want some reunion....
After I came here, I really appreciate our relationship...after all, the family bond is really important for me...

I promise next year's Parents' Day, I will go back home to celebrate with you no matter what....



Your son, Ah Hien







This blog is dedicated for myself to remember myself about this...


Hey stupid,



Your 21st will be next week already....still have many things haven't complete yet...

So, you have to accomplish it before a deadline...

I have no right to give some orders to you do it immediately but, as long as can accomplish it without doubt...it's good...


Your soul, Lai





Ya....sometimes, have to type something stupid about my blog...1st thing to tell my parents is, Happy Mother and Father's day....every year, I celebrate with them....but now, we are apart...But, I still need to celebrate it, because they are my parents, I respect them very much...I wish them, healthy always and have a good business run...

It had been nearly a year in Singapore and I knew a lot of new friends especially my Hall 6 Gang...I knew they don't know I have this blog..But still, I really appreciate what we have been through...

At here, I learn a lot of things, including play mahjong and other games...Well, although sometimes my friends asked me to gamble together, but still, I asked for some favour...not to gamble that big..haha...it's kind of entertainment when nothing to do in hostel..yea...it's true....especially now, is holiday!!! Damn boring...

Others like football friends, on Saturdays, we had our football session and my basketball gang...who will be with me on the highest peak in SE Asia next January...
We all in this way and get along very well...

And not only that, I still manage to reunion with Ah Seng, my childhood friend who left Sandakan and studied in KK back to 10 years ago like that...hm....this world is again, what I said, small, crowded , hot and flat!!(the final 3 items are adapted from a book..^^)

I had disastrous semesters and I will make it better next semester, hopefully can do something to pull my CGPA up to 4.0 next semester...I don't know since when, A's are not my friend anymore...So, have to catch up with them next semester!!!


This is my life in NTU...maybe I will update a bit in next blog....

At last....

Got little breeze blowing across my room....This is pleasant although is not that strong..

For days, there was neither wind nor temperature drop in Singapore....Damn it...Hot till heck!!

All of sudden, my friends all complaining about the weather and what's wrong with the weather this few days....It was super hot...

Just now browse through Nana's blog and read the recent blogs, I really outdated with what had happened in the school...

They are still like that....She is still like that....hm..wonder how are they?
I suppose that the mid year exam is coming soon....

And not least, a quite important day is coming soon for me too!!!

I will definitely spend that day with 100% efficiency! After all, it's my important day!!

Three more to go, and I now still blogging, am I giving up so soon?? I won't let myself die like that!!!

At last, still have 21 days to go......to my day.....

I am Taurus......(p/s:be focus on the last few paragraph)

TAURUS MAN

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he
talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will
be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other
shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your
palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold
it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for
him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could
change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient
with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he
loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone
wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to
do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice
suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you
turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too
close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking
bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so
narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to
search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a
millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk
vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends
or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new
puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually
learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality
friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly
and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could
create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He
looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder
how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work
well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you
as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit
who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to
let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice
what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he
should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very
private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other
guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force
himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker
and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he
knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you
smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you
as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not
listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to
lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything.
If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He
can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has
to be curious about you. Hell for him is 'No Freedom', so if he marry you
then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be
interesting, then you could have him beside you.

Launching of Music Express in Biopolis!!

One thing I can feel this few weeks is, stress....

Because the exam is around the corner and then, phew....Music Express 15 finally successfully launched at Biopolis!!!!

Please go and support the event!!!

We are glad to hear and see the support from all of you no matter where, who are you!!!

Below are the pics from the launch:

Biopolis!!!The ideal place for work ...but then, quite stress...I think so..


Music Express display!!!
Come and Support!!!


Finally, MUSIC EXPRESS LAUNCHED OFFICIALLY!!!


All the crews're having their refreshment before the launch...The refreshment was killing!!!It's nice and I had all the tenpura before my other friends got it!!


Ghost!!!!

Why Yan ling kena panggil like that huh??

Haha...anyway, I had a great day and hopefully what I've done will not be wasted like that!!!

Thank you for coming to support--->Special thanks

1. Huan Shin
2. Tong Ling
3. Yao Zhong
4. Jing Long
5. Xin Yu
6. many many more...I forgot liao...paiseh!!!