New year resolution

1. Graduate on time
2. Earn a healthy and fruitful lifestyle
3. Travel - Australia, New Zealand??

Number 3 seems hard but will try to fulfill it....

GO GO GO 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011年，我怎么了？

2011年，看开许多大事情，执着一些小事情。

我差一点就失去了一段真挚的友谊。这让我学到了，做人怎样都要拿捏。
到最后，我还是努力挽回。虽然这件事在很多人眼里不算什么，但是我是个重友情的人，我必定要挽回狂澜!

一向都把钱看在第一份上的我，今年花钱number 1!!大多数花在吃!结果越吃越肥~
原来我把钱看得那么开了...但是对某些东西还是下不了手，所以大多数时间还是在window shopping~ (睧)
成绩呢？还算ok啦，不要太差就好了....

实习的时候看到未来几年会走向什么道路呢？暂时，毕业的一年里总算有着落，也希望能够在那间公司长久逗留。老板很好，全部人都很好，很肯教我，但是我一直都忘记东西，很内疚!

2011年，我，善忘了；我，执着了；我，挥霍了；我，有点变了

有些事，字体和语言永远表达不了

或许，感觉&思想只差一条线。

隔壁就是思觉的property line。

或许，表达方法有很多种，我选择了奇怪的表达方式。

思觉（思想感觉）永远都交缠在心里，

永远表达不了心中真正的意思

儒弱

越是逞强的人，越是儒弱..
我就是那个爱逞强，但是儒弱的人...

突如其来的情绪，让我对四周围毫无兴趣..
突如其来的变数，让我觉得我在面对着永远无法改变的，就是改变..
突如其来的心情，让我知道，我的力量是改变不了世界，也改变不了四周围的变化..

我逞强，因为害怕..
我逞强，因为不要他们担心..
但是，最后觉得，原来逞强是多余的..

我本来很有信心，面对每一件事，逞强面对也是无补于事..
到最后可能是最失败的那个..

世界那么大，但却那么渺小的我..我，是不是很儒弱呢?

最后的冬季假期

假期无所事事吗？
不是
至少我留在新加坡，做我的Final year project，
至少有到公司学习的机会，
却不知道可不可以享受这个最后一个冬季假期

当每个人都回家了，我还在学校做project
当每个人都去度假了，我还在做工

这，就是我假期的行程
不为了什么
只为了下个学期可以轻轻松松度过就好了

朋友语录

只要克服心中的障碍，必定能活得更自在

别再为他流泪了，你可以把以前和他的回忆慢慢抹去

对，是需要时间，时间肯定可以冲淡一切

只是你太敏感

别再为他流泪了

你应该活得比他更好，更自在，更精彩

要知道人难得活得精彩自在，好好珍惜，不要转牛角尖了

十年

十年后，再遇见你...
你是谁了？我又是谁了?
我离中心点越来越远，圈子越来越大。是否能找到会到中点的路呢?

Wedding day: Quote of the day

Quote of the day when we arrived at Bride's house to fetch her. Before that, brothers (Groom's side) have to overcome few challenges or games set up by the Sisters (Bride's side)

Brothers : (Screaming tone) " 啦啦声出来!!!!!(Cantonese)"

Life: 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》vs 那些年，我被你们玩的日子

那些年，我们一起追的女孩， 那些年，我被你们玩的日子

记得以前小时候，朋友当中如果谁对谁好，四周围的人都会认定：“哦！你们有一腿..”之类的话都会散播四处。

那些年，突然好怀念。当然，小弟我也不例外，被人这样说，或者到反过来说人家都有，想起那个时候，真的很爽！

所以，我个人认为，这部电影的卖点，就是勾起我们高中的回忆，让它深入我们的内心，然后，不知不觉地就这样被它感动到~

感动归感动，下一个事情真的是个天大的恶作剧。
那天，在staff club,我和一群朋友在玩牌。游戏规则是要是抽到最小的牌，就得做一些白痴的东西。那么巧，我就被抽到最小的那个!!
所以说，就这样我的facebook就满wall是留言（流言）....搞得我不懂怎样回应。
感叹 - 那些年，我被你们玩的日子

Life NTU: Blood Donation

Note: I don't have any photos for this post because I was sleeping during the donation. Next time will provide some if I were still awake. haha


Well, talking about blood donation and one thing I am afraid of is absolutely the needle with the large diameter.
The needle penetrated my veins and I saw a lot of extracted Ribena flowed out of my body.
Once I saw them, I fell into strange mode. Why do I say so?

I fell happy because it's called donation. A charity right?
I fell dizzy at the same time, lack of blood etc.
I was laughing in the room!

Blood donation aftermaths, painful and energy-less hand(which you have donated your blood with)
Talking nonsense (only applicable to me)

Life : Song - 还是要幸福

Have no idea why this song pops up in my mind in a sudden. Story of life keeps going on whether you like or not, you are lonely or not, you are happy or not, you've screwed it or otherwise. You need happiness~

The happiness is needed( What this song tells us)

Life NTU: Starbucks in NTU

Different atmosphere in NTU when Starbucks Coffee opened this morning.

I still use to drink the Nescafe and the chocolate chip cream from Starbucks itself. I will never get myself asleep whenever I drink coffee.

Better keep myself away from this until the exam period~ wahaha

Life：这样的脆弱，好可怕

最近的面子书，有点不一样。Interface换了新花样，很多人埋怨为什么每次都换，其实如果不换，换的后来是人们不玩Facebook了，没有新意，所以Facebook主人当然每次都会更新interface,来吸引全部人逗留在这，不然就像以前的Friendster这样。
最近，我也看到一个吓到我的消息，高中在一起的情侣到现在应该有一个4年了吧，就酱分了。我就在想，是什么让两人感情脆弱呢？说分就分？还是这些年来走得比较辛苦，然后到最后双方妥协不来，结果就酱你情我愿的分了（推测-ing全部情侣分手的原因）。 我什么都不懂（朋友分手的原因），也不想猜什么原因。但就只有好好祝福他们日后相见还是好朋友。感情是那么的脆弱吗？如果是真的，好可怕。有什么办法来解决呢?

情绪小品-叮当大长篇-眼泪

每一次看叮当的大长篇，总会有感动的眼泪。
故事情节简单，但是触动我们每个人的心。

有时候，总觉得人长大了，缅怀过去不好，把视线放在长远的未来路途。但是，没有以前，怎么会有将来呢？

大雄永远都是5个主角里面最笨的那一个，但是，勇气可嘉。
有时候，我也想成为大雄，那个笨笨的傻傻的，但是有勇气面对困难。我还需要更有那一种勇气~


我其实是个很简单的人，不需要很多东西，只是需要少许的感动，少许的色彩，来添加整个生活的画面。我不需要五月天的感动，我不需要偶像剧般的生活，我只需要我要我的生活。
小小的生活，大大的精彩～谢谢你，叮当

杂-想

选择不闻不问也是一种生活方式

也许这已经成为我生活的习惯

我还会继续努力达成原有的梦想

你的微笑胜过一切

不懂怎么形容，微笑就是一个很有力量的武器。
它带给每个人欢乐，也让心情不愉快的人也慢慢转好。
你就是那么有那种魅力，让四周的人都开开心心。
不是夸大其词，是真的~
因为我也被这些微笑感染了..

20 academic weeks to go..Time to motivate myself again!

Now, what I have to do is to do everything I think which is worth. 20 more weeks to go, academically. And my uni life will end just like that.
Probably, what I regret the most is I did something wrong and did not get the forgiveness from a friend. She was a good friend of mine and what I did was just too wrong.
If everything is settled, I think my uni life is just fine ( but not perfect, in this term, I mean good ). The only thing I miss a lot is the long lost friendship and sorrow in the heart.
This 20 weeks to go, too many things to be done. One of them is the final year project. A compulsory shitty project which has to be done in order to graduate. Other side assignments are also nuisance for me! Sometimes, these things demotivate me and I try my best to cope them all. No matter how nuisance they are, I have to treat them with great responsibility. These are my jobs, my profession, my responsibility.
What really motivates me now is the moment when friends and I got along~

Mid Autumn Festival

He looked excited with the mooncake

Lanterns

The Mid Autumn Festival is a yearly celebration by Chinese around the world. This year, the celebration was a bit different for me because I was given an honour to bring my foreign country friend, Johan (left), a Swede who is interested in Chinese culture! There were a lot of activities going on, such as games, the Chinese riddles under the lantern (灯谜), mooncake making, stage performance, handicraft, the modernized fortune teller and so on.

Mooncake with “圆” on it

So, we took the lantern for free at the entrance of the garden. I also brought him around the garden to look for interesting activities. One of them was mooncake making. It's weird that we made the mooncake and we can't eat it because the event organizers mentioned it's due to hygienic reason and it's better not for us to consume. Well, we did the reverse thing. Eventually, Johan and I ate it. And for the first time, he made his own mooncake and me too! The word on the mooncake was “圆”，physical meaning is round, literally means reunion. It is a truly meaningful word and yet, I haven't explain the meaning to him.
At that night, I was very happy because I did something great to us (Chinese). I introduced the culture, the meaning, the origin and the activities of the MAF to a foreign friend. This is truly an honour for me, the ambassador.

情绪小波动的夜晚

昨晚，和友人聊天。聊着聊着，被她点了一下，情绪有点小波动。
但是，过了一下子，情绪慢慢地缓和了下来。

虽然不怎么样，也许这是我的弱点，也是大部分人的特征。
情绪是人类的七情六欲表露的一个管道，所以，凡人都是这样吧。

我承认我需要好好地管理自己，我已经很久没有这样情绪化了。
也许我已经长大了，慢慢把以前的事情抛开，埋在潜意识里。
也许昨天的那一个话题，就是我以后的致命伤。我应该要好好地管理自己，自己的情绪，自己的事情。

我应该很感谢我的朋友，让我情绪有点小波动，因为最近忙到麻木了，需要一点生活小调剂。把我的心情带到谷底也把我的心情拉到高处。
昨晚，我们都有过美好的夜晚....

Easy and Relax

Take it easy, relax....
Calm down, listen to the music, warm and soft music...

Flashback some sweet memories, to have a good smile in dream...

Photography : Green Building - School of ADM, NTU

What is Green Building actually? Coloured in green or any other concept?

Perhaps this building can explain it all: School of Art, Design and Media in Nanyang Technological University, which was awarded BCA Green Mark Platinum Award. The concept is environmental friendly and the special rooftop is planted with grass and that's why it was awarded such a prestigious award in Singapore!

Feature:
Grass rooftop to allow absorption of rainwater instead of flowing into the drainage system of the school.

Large atrium to capture the ventilation in the centre of the building, air is allowed to circulate in the centre of the building due to its curvature shape of the facade.




Low emissivity glass is used as the facade of the building. The glass is also used as the curtain wall of the building. Allowing more light to shine in, this can reduce the use of electricity for lighting.

Curtain wall, internal shot of building

Curvature look of the building and the glass itself show aesthetic of building

Water also plays important part in the building. The element of cooling is situated in the centre of the building. Along with the ventilation, i.e. the circulation of the air, this will further reduce the temperature in the centre of the building.

Water element is used in architecture of the building, as cooling element

Hiding nowhere

Where can I hide anyway?

Hiding nowhere:
You will never know what will happen next. Where can you hide? Just calm yourself down and wait for the right time and matters to come.

I never have such luck in such situation

~I never have such good luck in this kinda situation~

You know what? There's a welcome week in NTU and the Student Union organized the lucky draw session in the final day of the Welcome Week. So, there were Samsung ST700 camera, Samsung Netbook and 3 Ipad 2 with 3G plan free to give away!!! 

I waited for the lucky draw session from 3pm to 330pm, and for your information, 3 IPAD 2 with 3G plan free is really an exciting thing to celebrate for. Well, I never have such luck in lucky draw session in public events. So do for this Welcome Week~~ sigh~ 

The Ipad 2 I held was from one of my juniors, who was super tremendous lucky to get it!! So jealous!!! 

Collections: Still Point & World in 2050

Book: World in 2050 CD: Still Point by Jeanette Alexander

Quite a long time I have been waiting for the arrival of the parcel from USA. Behold !!! World in 2050 by Laurence Smith. 

For the CD, it's such a coincidence when I passed by a CD booth in the canteen and I listened to the music played by the DJ, asking him who played this music. Without have a second thought, I bought it! A great piece of CD and the pianist, Jeanette Alexander won the Grammy Awards with this album(according to the DJ/seller)

交叉点，左右难了

大学乃训练人的耐性和态度的地方。它不只是让学生读书那么简单，它还给我添加不少问题和麻烦。是非题总在人生（我用得比较宏观一点）交叉点出现。
其实，这几天我做的东西有错吗？

～交叉点陆续登场，我好累～

为了一个公平竞争开放和开明的学生竞选，站在自己的立场是没有问题。
但是换个角度，又好像弄乱了整个未来组织的结构。
难道，我所向往的净选是没有那么容易会出现的?!!!!感觉上会害到人家一样，我很内疚，我感觉上我做错了~

大学 year-Finale

~大学最后一年了，是否应该为这最后一年冲个了断呢？～

～还是坐着享受天空的蓝，云朵的白？～

～好不懂怎样形容的一个心情哦。无论如何，加油就是了！~

Collections: World in 2050

I come across this book during my visit to Popular Bookstore. It has only chinese version and for the English version, I have to browse through ebay to get it.

Luckily, there's something like that on Ebay!
woo!!!!!!
Anyway, I bought both Chinese and English version of this book. This book explains how the earth evolves from the beginning of  human civilization until the year of 2050. I haven't started to read it. I think I need time to read it. A lot of time to read it but final year study is coming soon.
It means that I really have no time to read them.

Why do I suggest this book? Firstly, this book explains clearly what will happen in the future through various research conducted by the prof in UCLA( this is the main reason why I bought this book! UCLA prof explanation !) 2ndly, of course, the attractive cover drew my attention at first! haha..

是远见？还是好高骛远？

有人说我有远见，也有人说我好高骛远。
其实，当你把你会预见的实践的话，就是有远见。
当你把你想要的讲出来，但是没有做出来，这个就是好高骛远。
小弟我，偶尔太过好高骛远。说的出来，未必做得到。我太抱歉，一直都在说谎。

以前，当选择要念哪一间大学的时候，我就在想、在选择，究竟哪一间才是我需要的。
在那个时候，我从来没有想过我想要的。
因为我知道，我想要的从来都不能实现。所以，我跟着时代的要求，追求我需要的。
时代需要的是适应，时代需要的是远见。这样，社会才能进步。否则，没有远见，没有开放，没有适应，社会就会退步。（我在暗喻某某xxxxxxxxxx)

好高骛远不是说不好，只要有去实践的话，目标肯定会达到，这样才是好的。太过天马行空的东西，简直是不能采取的方案。所以，做人终究一步一步来还是比较实际。

Hong Kong - Pearl of the East

I was very excited when I heard that I got the chance to travel to Hong Kong. However, in my perception, Hong Kong is a very special place. How special?
Firstly, it is a special administrative region of China, same as Macau.
Secondly, it is a mix culture of west and east.
Thirdly, with the big area of Hong Kong, the developed part of Hong Kong is only less than 40% of the area.( FYI, Singapore is much more smaller than Hong Kong and still, the island itself has almost fully developed due to geographical reason.)

According to local residence, Hong Kong is a tax-free port. So, whatever we buy here, the GST(Goods and Services Tax） is not included and hence the things here are cheaper than that in Singapore! Well, it's true enough when I bought the Eclipse( a sugar-free mint product by Wrigley's ) in Hong Kong only costed me around HKD 12.6 while in Singapore is around SGD 3.50!!!! The food in Hong Kong is absolutely must-try thingy! The tea, baked rice, polo bun, dim sum and so on!! (Further pictures in Facebook)

Recommendation: Actually, if we have enough budget, we can stay in a much more decent hotel or resort! So, it's good to have a good plan before going to a place. Luckily it's Hong Kong instead of Korea as I can understand and can communicate in Cantonese!

IA 语录

当我听到我的supervisor说他从来没有给过attachment student grade A的时候，我心开始酸气来了。
现在成绩卡在中间的我其实我只需要在接下来的两个学期考满分，就可能可以拿到first class。
但是呢，再想想，接下来的两个学期，一共有8个科目需要做assignment，赢完了咯，一直以来有assignment的科目都拿到不好的成绩。所以，就辛苦了。

但是再想想，其实，A不A有那么重要吗？
我在UPS有学到东西吗？
仔细想了一想：
我要感谢很多人，我的经理，我的工程师们都是我的导师。他们给了我不少教导，我很感激他们。
尤其是在工程管理方面，是课堂上从来学习不到的东西，在工地里竟然学习不少。
而且，因为工地都是很和气的一个地方，大伙儿相处得还蛮开心，比起其他的同学们，我觉得我还算很幸运。

拿到B，我觉得没什么，因为我觉得我所学的是物超所值，所谓一分耕耘，一分收获。这句话让我深深体会到它背后的意义。
我不懂其他人的A是怎样来的，他们的付出有多少小弟不懂。
但是，我懂我的B是怎样来的，至少不是利用什么关系来争取，得到的也对得起良心，而且，实习期间也让我把人生观放得更开。
未来职场上，难免会有摩擦，跟上司也是一样，不同的意见总会有的。
所以，趁现在就锻炼自己。
我对我自己说，怎样都会做好自己的分内事，无论上司，经理的要求有多高，都尽力尽量地满足他们。如果他们说OK，我就放心了，应该不会有很大问题了。
就算他们还不满意，但是我们是学生的事实是无法改变的，他们还是会体谅我们的能力。

这个大家庭，我永远记得你们。你们给了我很多：知识，处事态度，改变观点，人际关系，技术。和大家和睦相处的日子我会记着你们，希望这项工程能顺利完成，加油UPS！

Malaysia Boleh!但是它真的Boleh 吗??

Malaysia，我的国家，我成长的地方。
就算它几堕落，它依然是我爱的国家。
国家归国家，政府归政府，政策归政策。
一个好的政府+一个烂的国家====>好国家；
一个好的国家+一个烂的政府====>烂国家；
一个好国家+一个好政府+一个烂政策====>烂国家。
所以说，政策方面还是需要改进。从老马开始说起的马来西亚能！它到底可以“能”到几时？
为了保住权利地位，官员们和一些极端分子都利用政策来镇压其他种族。
为了利益，贪污不断，这个吃那个也吃，吃到国库空虚。
好了，马来西亚能!!
能破产!这个是肯定的事情，国家尽管天然资源丰富，一旦没有好好利用，都是等于零的。
能把人才不断送出去！国家没有的发展。
一个好的苹果既然有那么大的虫在里面，投资者看了也心寒。

话不多说，我期待的是，马来西亚到底“能”到多久，才肯把Jib哥的那个高收入社会实现。
我的所谓高收入不是2000 ～3000，而是多于4000的月入。3000能养活谁啊请问？

透明度呢？
公平呢？
奖学金分配大家有目共睹的，所以还是离理想情况差了一载。

人民的心声不可忽略，华社每次都很像很可怜。其实，还有更可怜的社会。所以，有时候，华社别太刚愎自用，或许用另外的一个角度去探讨，你会发现其实你已经算不错了~

Introduction to Civil Engineering - Laymen version

All laymen understand civil engineers build something. Yes. Civil engineering is a field where you can discover engineers are busy doing the building jobs apparently. Actually, it can be categorized into three main branches.
Compare to what I knew few years ago(all I knew was build and build and build) and now, civil engineering can be divided into structural consultants, contractors and developers.

DEVELOPERS:

Both of the companies above are the leading developers in Singapore. Their main job scope is drafting out master planning for the area bought, recruiting consultants and architects to design the building they want to develop and also involve in tendering projects. How do civil engineers get involved in this developer's job? Their involvement make great decision in developing an area such as planning skills and the structural knowledge prior to the submission of the plan layout to the architects and consultants(who will make a deeper analysis in design).

STRUCTURAL CONSULTANTS:

Structural consultants do the structural design job. Putting the imposed loads and dead loads into their calculations and then solve the problems. Other than putting imposed loads or dead loads, they also work out to design the beams, inserting the column into the buildings, design the reinforcement to the whole concrete structures and etc. Most of the structural consultants are preferable to have a great analytical skills, which means their brain are more powerful than a computer software( could it be?). 

CONTRACTORS:

Before the building jobs begin, the contractors work out the master planning or the milestones of the building projects and also the schedule of the building jobs. This is to make sure every single detail of the plan can be followed accordingly. After getting the design works from architects and consultants( there are many consultants out there in different field involving in one project, like M&E, landscape, kitchen etc.), the contractors can start their building works, starting from piling to superstructures. They also need to coordinate with sub-contractors to make sure every building job is properly done. Site engineers always prepare to solve the on-site problems immediately or issue the problems to consultants.

In conclusion, few years ago, when I was firstly introduced to civil engineering, I thought it is only main contractors job. However, with the exposure of the internship recently, it is not only that. The three categories sum up the job scope of a civil engineer! 

Future is in our hands

For the sake of the future, we have to move on.
No matter what it takes for Malaysia to be bankrupt in 2019, I should have be in other country and work there, stay there either temporarily or permanently. It has no guidelines or law at all for a person to become another country's servant. It's just the matter of moral.

Bankruptcy of a country means a lot. It means the depreciate of the currency of the country, the great inflation in the country, the huge capital outflow from the country(means no more attraction for foreign investment and means no economy growth) and also the failure of the government in controlling the under table trade(corruption). This is due to the inefficiency of the government in the policies they made.

Economy of Malaysia should expand from year to year and the Vision 2020 was established because the PM at that time saw the future of Malaysia as one of the developed country in Asia. However, the financial crisis hit Malaysia and plus the corruption in the country worsened the situation, with big expenditure in the mega projects. The agency in charge of anti-corruption failed to execute their mission and hence dragged the country into greater downturn. In addition, the irrational policies which induced anger from the non-Malay(some Malay) citizens, forcing them to move away from this country. Brain drainage happens.

For the sake of future, this is a globalization era. When I was young, my teacher always tell us that children are the country's pillar in the future. Now, I realize that, children not only the pillar of the country itself, they are also the pillar of this world. Globalization makes all happen. The no-boundary concept and the open-minded policy in some countries dare to accept the foreign talent to develop their own country for example Singapore. We can cooperate and work together to develop the country which does not belong to us. All we need to do is to treat it as our homeland..the Earth! However, before we can cooperate and work together, we must understand the local culture to avoid misunderstanding and communication break down.

In conclusion, a country with abundant natural resources should be appreciated by citizens. These advantages can create many job opportunities if the government is brilliant enough to implement the good policies. But, if a country is governed by a government which lacks of efficiency, productivity, transparency, justice and trustworthy, then, the country will soon be doomed by this kind of government.

Trust me, a good country with a corrupted government, will never be a good combination.

天降大任于斯人，必先劳其胫骨，苦其心志~

所谓

 “天降大任于斯人，必先劳其胫骨，苦其心志”，

我觉得一时间发生那么多的事情，是让我从中吸取忙中带乱的经验。希望这一次的经验让我获益良多~

又老一岁了~

祝生日快乐~

心想事成!

身体健康!

女友一个!

lol~~~~!

原来，有很多东西都丢不得

一边收拾房间，顺便来个大扫除，弄了差不多半天了..
看见以前的背包们，想丢都丢不得，因为它们陪我度过很多难关，但是不丢的话，东西累积的越来越多，就搬得很吃力。
不懂要怎样才好，丢掉还是不丢呢?

不止这样，老妈送给我的手表我也差一点连背包一起丢掉。幸好当时没有把那个背包丢掉，我看到那只手表，特别开心!

才发现，原来有很多东西都丢不得~

Career

Future career is settled..
I hope it will be true and it's my first choice company...
Seems a very unbelievable and very amazing experience I had gone through, Arup gives me the chance to let me shine!

又到了这个时候

又是这个时候，
为什么是我呢？
我很累，
怎样才能不累呢？
看见很多事物都随着自己的改变而改变。
好遗憾，在我没变之前没有去珍惜它。
怎么突然这样呢？
我还是以前那个我吗？

Standard ?

Is there any standard thing in the world?
Perhaps when you are talking about the language, there's no such standard or world recognized standard.
Even the ranking of the university reported by the QS also not a standard one. So where is the standard?

For language, we can only say locally standardized. Malay and English are locally standardized. Singapore and Malaysia use British( as from British colonial ) and America uses their own one.

Malay is also the same. In Malaysia, the Malay language is standardized by Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka, an authority( can I use authority instead of Body? ) and we,  the rakyat who learn the language in schools have to follow every changes made by DBP.
In Indonesia, they have their own style as influenced by the Dutch colonial. And believed that Indonesia Malay is the most original Malay because the Malay language in Malaysia has been changed from time to time and also many words are borrowed from English or Portuguese.

QS in the making of the rank of university also has their own rating. So, everything which is standardized is just for reference.
For chemical substance, there's a standard name for the chemical name from IUPAC.
Standard is not standard...So, for something, we don't have real standard, so, we follow the local standard.

Funny conversation and situation

Situation A:
A: hey, can I ask you something?
B: Yeah, sure. What is that?
A: Is there any sponsorship easy to get cash?
B: erm..yea..like Hong Leong Foundation, CLCF, etc..
A: Hong Leong?? how to say in chinese?
B: Hong Leong is 丰隆，丰胸的丰，隆胸的隆...
A: -.=""

Situation B:
One day, there's a friend of mine, made a silly joke in the website and annoyed other friends. In fact, he was just fooling around and didn't take note of the consequences. Anyway, he decided to stop playing those kinda things.
In the end, when he logged into the account and the website asked the reason why he terminates the usage. His reason is ------ I am an annoying person -------

Situation C:
In the working place, there're a lot of people with different virtues and attitudes. One day, one of my colleague told me about his friend's wife story. It sounds like this..
"I was really regret of not accompanying my wife into the giving birth room." "Why?" My colleague asked.
"Coz, I forgot to ask the doctor in-charge to sew few more needles...sigh" ........

友谊-这种感觉不会流失

读了同事的部落，看到他终于找到了靠岸，也肯踏踏实实地交个女朋友，真的替他高兴。
不是说我羡慕还是妒忌，我承认以前是那种人，现在，我什么都不理了。
感觉这种东西很难说，朋友/家人都叫我找个，我就和他们说：“放心吧，我会慢慢来的。缘分嘛，说不定下一秒就是了。”

对朋友（异性）难免都会有好感，但是，这种感觉不会流失的。
因为，相信科学的你们都知道正负相吸的道理。这也是在我们日常生活中肯定一定有的感觉。
知己也好，情侣也好，都是从朋友开始，而朋友的感觉是不会流失的。

相信现在，他已经明白了这个道理，人长大了应该要踏踏实实地找一位和他共事共苦共甜的伴。
很高兴，同事们结婚都会请我去。凑个热闹也好，总而言之，人，就是要开开心心过日子。
无论身在沙巴，英国，KL，还是Sarawak的你们，我们这份友谊的感觉不会流失的，我都永远相信。

是的，我相信

《欲望少一点，幸福多一点》

你有欲望吗？你的欲望多吗？或者你的欲望就和宇宙一样大呢？
但是，欲望太多只会把人拖下来，成功之路被中断..
那么，如果你的成功之路被中断了，你幸福吗？

多一点豁达，少一点狭窄；
多一点宽容，少一点执着；
多一点潇洒，少一点固执...

都写在这本《欲望少一点，幸福多一点》
是本好书，希望大家有空可以看一看~~~

重蹈复撤

有多少样东西我做错了,然后还是会继续犯错..

而且还越错越离谱...

我不想这样,我以为我成长了,结果还是一样重蹈复撤....没有的家伙...

你好！陌生人

如果遇不上你，我还会认识你吗，陌生人?

感觉；理智

感觉每次都是错的。无论你如何去决定，
到最后如果理智醒过来，
然后说：“其实，你错了。”

"能改吗？还可以回头吗？”
“应该可以”

“但是，我觉得我好像已经越踩越深了，还可以吗？你能救我出来吗？”
“救不得....”

为什么每次等到差不多要泥足深陷的时候才发现，原来感性/感觉已经超越理智呢?

虚荣心

以前觉得身边的东西没什么怎样比得上人家，也无所谓...

我还以为，我不会对任何东西的诱惑感到动摇..

结果，来了新加坡后，对身边的事物越来越感兴趣，越来越有那种渴望，往往理智已经被埋没了..

在有金钱的诱惑和物质上的享受的左右，虚荣心凸显出它的威力..

要拥有这个原本就不属于我的东西，根本就是一种虚荣...

难道，真的那么难逃避这个虚荣心吗?

没有你

没有你的深夜 不能入睡

没有你开了灯 都很漆黑

没有你的影子 拿什么跟随

没有你看不见 夜色的美

没有你的咖啡 不能麻醉

没有你我是谁 都无所谓

没有你叫我宝贝 我连哭都不配

没有你我该吻谁的嘴

没有你的酸酶 怎么嚼都无味

没有你 谁显得我珍贵

没有你 我们的之间 还能有谁

没有你就像断了手臂

没有你的滋味 没有笑没有泪

没有你我将要学会 慢慢崩溃

只能说，有时候，没有你，我的日子应该要怎么过才算精彩呢?

有时候，人还是需要一点关怀和一点爱，才算得上享受生活的一部分...

不管在那里，我都是会这样，好好过我自己的生活，让别人开心，同时也让自己的生活过得充实...

comment pls??

Recently, I struggled when I was thinking of my future..
Thinking of which decision would be better off...
Further my studies in PhD or work as an engineer( consultant is my choice actually rather than a contractor)?

Have no idea...with PhD may offer a better situation, maybe?
Here is the comparison:

PhD : continue study if I got second class upper division, I will have scholarship to further my study as a full time student and also as a tuition grant bonded project officer to serve for 3 years and study for 4 years. The stipend is quite satisfying and less than what we will have out there (work)

Work: In order to get into a better company, 1st class student has the priority and I am only second upper.
The salary is tempting from a good company and also with a good employee welfare...with more and more construction projects booming in Singapore, there's no excuse for a civil engineering student not to find a job..

So?? The main question is ..which should I choose? PhD? Work?

Comment pls....

It shouldn't happen!!

Well, on Sunday afternoon when I was using my dear Compaq laptop, it was smiling at me...It was still Ok I meant. I was using it to do my internship stuff and my friend said he wanted to borrow for his final year project his own was in the workshop to repair.

I lent him and of course, I will switch it off before handed it over to him.

At night, he called me and told me that the laptop showed nothing but black screen. I never experience this before and I just knew there was blue screen but about black screen..no, never heard of it.
So, I went to his room and checked it out. WTH!!! It's really a big problem for me and I asked him to help me to let the pro check. The next day, he brought my laptop to diagnose the problem---->Motherboard problem!!

Again...FYI, if the motherboard spoilt, you have to change the whole laptop instead of repairing it because repairing motherboard costs a lot!!! and here is the amount SGD 857!!
Of course, I will not repair it instead, I bought a new laptop today! Big bleeding in my wallet...T.T

So, in the end...I bought it! $899 with i5 intel processor, 4GB DDR3 RAM, windows 7 ...blah blah ..inside..

Who asked when I need you the most, you 're gone!!!T.T...Keep bleeding my wallet....

Here goes my S95...no more...-.="

诱惑的街

演唱:林忆莲

这样深的夜下过雨的街
连星光就要熄灭你赴的是什么样的约
原无意说这些
只是对你还有感觉
以为一切残缺
都能用爱解决
可是我除了爱你
没有别的凭借
话由真心
才说的如此直接
也许是夜色让人不知胆怯
有了我你是否什么都不缺
心再野也知道该拒绝
有什么心结难解
竟让你离不开这一切
只是你生在诱惑的街
只是你生在沉伦的午夜
血里的狂野对真实与幻觉
已无分别

所以你也无从察觉

情由何时冷却
你从来不了解
心痛有多么强烈
不知若要我为爱妥协
我宁愿它幻灭
有了我你应该什么都不缺
心再野也知道该拒绝
有什么心结难解竟然让你离不开这一切
只是你身在诱惑的街
只是你身在沉沦的午夜
血里的狂野对真实与幻觉
已无分别
若是我生在诱惑的街
若是我生在沉伦的午夜
你的心是否会为我而淌血
从此心绝

次次听，都听不厌...也许写着我的状况，听了也陶醉..

不知道要如何把自己从诱惑的街抽出来...

The developers: Keppel Land + Capitaland

The developer is always the big boss..
They are the main client and their words are the golden rules..

So, if you want to be the boss, you just need to join those developer companies, earn big money and have the big words!

Both Keppel Land and Capitaland share the biggest property ranking in this country and I have no doubt that their shares keep rising from day to day due to stable development and of course the well establishment of the companies.

现代男人的三“不”

现在，人们忙碌的生活，为了更美好的生活，都埋头于工作，没什么时间去理会感情生活，甚至有家的人开始慢慢忽略家人。
人们都说，现代男人也很难做...物价高得不像样，薪水才那么一点点，要凑老婆本也可能要花上十年，也可能需要走偏门才可能把钱凑够..

那一天在youtube看了黄子华的栋笃笑，里面就有一句，现代男生有三“不”
1）不主动-不主动去搭讪或者约女生出门/不主动做一样东西
2）不抗拒-对啊，当事情到了尽头的时候，往往来者不拒
3）不负责-很多例子，但是我不方便透露...haha...

其实，生活上，基本上如果我把最后的那个“不”，变成“步”的话，就好看得多...
"步“步为营....做什么事都好，三思而后行，都是我们现代人都要有的心态。
因为我们看的东西多了，想法也会随着社会的脚步而跟进..而且也因为诱惑多了，所以更应该把事情看得一清二楚-考虑考虑。

小弟不是圣人，想的东西必有漏洞...所以，希望都可以办得到"步”步为营。

My job past-now-future

My job:

as a student :

study, do homework, being scolded by lecturers and tutors in case not doing any of them

organizing events, being criticized by publics about the noisiness of the event, the poor conduction of the whole event

Exam is stressful, but the time upon seeing the results---> like nothing..

sleep, ain't enough coz always sleep inside the lecture theatre and also the tutorial sessions.

stress level: still managable

as an intern :

go to work on time,

squeeze inside the MRT in the mornings and evenings

being scolded by supervisors, supervisors' supervisor, clients etc.( means 四面楚歌）

go back to room late(for sure!)

no exam stress, but got credit hour(AU) stress once your grade in internship kns

salary damn!

stress level: moderate

                    

as an engineer:

 go to work on time,

 squeeze inside the MRT in the mornings and evenings

 being scolded by supervisors, supervisors' supervisor, clients etc.( means 四面楚歌）

 go back to room late(for sure!)

 have to rush for the project 24 hours non stop whenever is necessary

 salary still ok but all has to be compensated to the psychiatrist and the high rental fee

 stress level: damn high

Conclusion: student's life is still very colourful and enjoy as much as possible!!!!

-"Study is always the most enjoyable thing to do on earth where you are free to learn anything unless you have to pay for it. Just don't know why the hell the government likes to increase the tuition fee until I have to learn it myself!!! Realize the concept ourselves sometimes is better than being taught by the lecturers with communication problem"- Anonymous

“Never regard study as a duty, but as the enviable opportunity to learn to know the liberating influence of beauty in the realm of the spirit for your own personal joy and to the profit of the community to which your later work belongs.”- albert einstein

家的美

只有家是最美的。

幸福来了要握着，快乐虽然短暂，但是只要好好珍惜就会有好结果...