National Day! You need to study Sejarah before you say : "Balik ke tempat asal kamu!"

Yo...It's Malaysia's National Day! We, as Malaysian, proud of what we have and had....
Vision 2020 is not far away from us...

Wait....

Just now I read the article about the racist's attack in KL...quoting "Balik ke tempat asal kamu!!"
Furious...
Well, if I want to discuss this thing again, I would like to ask all of you to read the history textbook again!!!
Sorry, I just realize most of the Malaysians don't like to read history....Kononnya sejarah boleh memupuk semangat patriotisme.....pui!!!!
It's getting more serious recently when this guy Ibrahim Ali and his gang revived the racism between races and made more conflicts happened..Ok...at this point, I want to know, is Ibrahim Ali illiterate? I doubt he is...never learned and studied history of Malaysia before...
The Malaya's independence was fought by three big races, remember?!

Nowadays, Malays, Chinese and Indians study under one roof, for instance in chinese primary schools and also more and more of them choose to study in chinese primary schools as the chinese primary schools teach those things that the national primary schools never teach..which is learning other language...to accept other people's language and culture, is not difficult...just open your mind and that's it!

Racism...a hot topic recently and it's untouchable until Ibrahim Ali, who almost everytime puts this topic on the table and said:"hey, we have our own special rights! and you guys have no place to stand in this country.." something like this...I really wonder what kind of special rights is...too abstract for me....
I just know that this phrase has been used for decades by the leaders ...to protect their own places in Parliament and also the money they have!
They never protect the lower level society of their own kind! So, is that called fair? For instance, orang asli...the aboroginal people in Peninsular Malaysia, they live in poverty! Is that called fair distribution of properties? Where's all the money goes? INTO THE POCKET OF LOCAL GOVERNMENT AND PARA DATO' SEKALIAN!!

Please... stop the scandals...this will just worsen the situation and the economy of the country...This kind of scandal will just drag down the reputation of Malaysia as a good place to invest in...
Ibrahim Ali...stop it ok? your propaganda is useless at all....

You want to know the truth or not if you dare to say and ask all the chinese and indian to go back to their own place? You also indirectly ask your own kind to go back to your own place...you guys also the immigrants....you are also the one who conquered orang asli's land...

Sorry to say that as this is unacceptable when you ask us to go back to our place...Our place is nowhere but Malaysia....Please, if you really want to have good things for your kind of people, come on and fight like a man...fight for fairness...you don't accept means you guys are weak...

Nowadays, the credits all go to the wise one and not the one who does nothing...Think carefully before you talk about this sensitive issue...I am unlike you...we all prefer fair competition...

Once again, Happy National Day to Malaysia...I am truly Malaysian!

His blog...my comment

Ok...It all started when I read his blog..
His blog titled " Is Meritocracy a racism?"
Many of his fans comments were quite fanatic and I was very worried whether if I wrote something offended them then I would be in danger...Life's not easy as we all know and I posted my comment in facebook..

It's not a prudent decision to post a comment on a popular blog like Mahathir's one.
Everyone kept spamming my inbox(though I know there's a way to shut it down)
and what I saw was...quite many of them like my comment...
I don't know what I had commented on it..try to search it out and post here...

"Salam Tun, if u said meritocracy is for those who are elite in every field and are being labelled racist, then, I would say you are indirectly saying all people that who are "elite"( Malays, Chinese and Indians)...We need a fair competition among all of rakyat.. and of course why Singapore can do it because they have a small country and is easier to manage and handle as well as their own people self conscious...compare to Malaysia where the people in higher rank of society(para dato' dan datin..) seldom take care of the welfare and benefit of the low rank or low income society(especially Malay themselves)....and they just care for their own good..that's why corruption happens...
Sorry for any offense taken...“

It's quite respectful for him already when I began my lines with "salam"....

OK....here's the point...I read all the comments of his blog and what I saw was....there're still too many racists out there...pointed that meritocracy is a tool that we all use to destroy their privilege...I couldn't see any kinda protection towards poor one of their own people...there're 9 ppl liked my comments...and till now, still the most-liked comment...

There's no boasting here...But, just want to say that, more and more people like the way meritocracy works...just some of our people like it...

Running with time~

Time passes faster than you thought..
4 months time passed like that and we wasted the time like that..
I should have spend some time to go travelling and not just working..
But, in order to travel, you have to have some money in your pocket..

Well, I spend whole vacation period to work and travel also(took leave to KL)...

And now, what I have to do is just to pay attention to the work now and then, few days later, I need to move out of the current room and move to my allocated one..
quite far away from the one now and it's my own room again...
But, it seems very not organized at all..I mean my things inside the room now, everything is just messy and once I see those things, I just simply want to burn those things!!!

Next week, juniors will come in and we have to serve ourselves to them to make the orientation camp better..
Time, passes fast....We need to grab each second we have...

One week to a new semester

One more week, I will move back to my own room.
One more week, the orientation camp will roll the ball.
One more week, the new semester starts.

I have no anxiety at all for this.
Maybe, when the time comes, then I will get myself ready on spot for what ever.
Train myself to take action on spot, that's why we do events, right?
One more week, I will be a senior to a senior to a junior. That makes me 3rd year senior..and time passes fast enough that I never realize I have been staying in Singapore for 2 years already..

Immersing in the harsh environment, I learnt, I experienced, I was in high, and low of course for everything, and always for me, emotion, not excluded at all..
Immersing in this country's culture, being a individualistic person is a must and you may no need to think what others think of you. Just do your best..Being individualistic might not be selfish..You can still offer yourself to others when they need you.
Just that , I define this term as you should do all the things yourself and achieve with glory and enjoy it yourself.
Most of the time, you will be alone and make judgement yourself..
Well, 3rd year, is coming and soon, there will be more and more excitement and also disappointment come in.

Life is always like that. Mixture of happiness and sadness and also mixture of easiness and difficulty.

I tried it

I tried to control...but, failed to do so...
My mind was out of control and I just want to stop this happening again..
Infatuation is too high in my mind towards this..
My nature of infatuation towards a subject is getting more serious than before...
I really want to get rid of this kinda bad thing...

I tried to get rid of it...
By releasing myself, being talkative and being positive to anything..
Tried to talk to her..
But, in the end, what I did was just the adverse effect...making her so fed up with my attitude...

Sometimes, I really want to think more about what kinda person I am..
I really want to change to a better one..
Is it real that Taurusian has this kinda attitude?
I really want to be an exception!

Tried to put this away from me..-ing...
Improving myself-ing
I don't want myself to be like that again...

是与非..

以前，幼稚园到小学的是非题...
只有对和错..
到了中学的课外题，出现了对，错和non of the above...

可 谓，non of the above 和”错“是有类似的意思..
每次，我都会误解它所要传达的意思...

生活中，大大小小的 东西与难题，很多时候看起来是对的，又可能是non of the above...
从以前的0.5机率变成现在 0.333333333333333333333333(超多3的)

在对和错之间，也有一个灰色地带...
在政党和反对党之间， 还有一个叫独立人士..
什么事情都变得更有可能了..
难题也变得更多元化...

我们做人会不会因为这些小难题而更复杂 呢?
对错和...non of the above...-.="
看来，蛮有趣的嘛...

You can walk as fast like that?!

I have counted my footsteps in 10 secs...
What is yours?

Statistics reported that Singaporeans walk with average 15 steps in 10 sec...and I

20 steps!!!!!!

faster than them!!!

So, if I go back to Sabah, I could have left my friends behind!!

The vision is there, however...

Ok...I think he did not post any blog since I criticized his grammar, sentence structure and etc..
And, that day,(I have no idea how long ago), he came to me and asked me how much the rental in Sg city and asked whether I got any idea where the Morgan Stanley building is.

Firstly, I would like to ask him back that does he have any idea how much or how high the rental in the city centre of the city is. Well, we all know that Singapore has the highest living cost among the South East Asia cities and he has no idea ...that the 1st point...
Secondly, I am not looking down on the local higher learning institution degree holder. Someone like him who wants to come to Singapore to learn something..I am really happy to it and proud of that vision. But, up-to now what I've heard that only TAR College or UTAR degree holders afford to get a decent job in Sg. UM or UKM graduates are the next. So, where did the UMS graduates go to? Their English proficiency are not bad too..But, typically like that person I am going to introduce is the one whose English proficiency is under average.

Thirdly, when I heard someone ask: "Is IELTS difficult?" I sure answer yes of course. To this person, with his truly ambitious thought, with his English level is slightly worse than me, said that he can get band 7 out of 9..But, I only get 6.5! He is way too ambitious! With his lack proficient in English, I think he can't even speak well and write well in Singapore where all business are done in English, including speaking and reading and writing as well..Of course, Singapore, if you are able to speak some singlish then is totally perfect to them...

Well, next point I want to argue is...Morgan Stanley..a great investment banking firm in America, set up the branch( I suppose) in Singapore because they think that Singaporeans are good and also proficient in English(Singlish might be because Morgan Stanley's staffs in Singapore are mostly Singaporeans)...This, my friend, who really eager to go into a firm like that and learn in the company. After that, he will establish his own company in hometown.What a vision!
Ok, good....according to another friend of mine( undisclosed name), he told me that every single investment company whose the superiors are about 40 or 50s...and why? because they started their companies long time ago or roughly a few years ago due to their success in the long term investment...and setting up a company is a not-easy business...You need a lot of money...and my dear friend, who is so ambitious, wants to make big money and brings the money back home and establishes his own one...wao....a great great deal or not deal business!
At that time going back and setting up company will be only 30+...a very young CEO I would say...
Good...ambitious and ideally thought...(I think that my own hometown does not have that big type of investment projects, maybe in the future, it will change, who knows?)

Now, why not he just upgrade himself 1st by starting with his own English proficiency? and also why not he just think thoroughly of what I've told him and my friend advised .. a truly ambitious vision but lack of true ability..IF Singapore business is conducted in Malay, then, of course, welcome! BUT, Singapore is Singapore...English is dominating here...Keep it up with your postgrad study in UMS..I know you can, but if really want to learn, why not step by step?---->an advice from an engineer( not pro at all, but at least take it as an advice from a friend )

From the last post

ok....Sorry for a late post for last one...
To continue with the one I posted this morning(while I was working..), I would like to begin with a story...

NTU is the inaugural Youth Olympic Village for the coming Youth Olympic Games which will start from 14th till 26th..
and this morning, when I was in the car with my supervisor and the driver, the volunteers who were on duty to have traffic block in the car park..As usual, what the traffic police does is to stop the car and instruct the driver to the road side..yea, that's what the volunteers were doing on us...
Ok...I think they have not being instructed well by their own supervisors that the car( I used to be inside) was the NTU authorized vehicles...there's logo at the door...Didn't they aware of that?
And they were just being rude to the driver and the driver as response, in a angry manner answered them...
Well, Singaporeans are doing things just according to the law and rules that they need to oblige.
They need to have the sense of gracious, don't they??

Though the economic growth was a tremendous one and is an absolute example and role model for Malaysia to learn. Singaporeans behave just too strict between each other..
Kiasu....that's what I have seen on the 1st day they were on duty...

The driver kept mumbling at the volunteers and yes, the volunteers were rude...and the volunteers are not from NTU either, so, they are just working voluntarily, no wages at all and need to fully expose to sunlight and tiredness...Actually, if both of the sides show gracious to each other, then, this will not happen..
Unfortunately, this is Singapore...

For the story of Tim-do-Sing-job, I will explain further...

Please have a look in this website...

It would be nice if our country also has such progress..

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_564229.html

I would say :" Good!!! "
On the other hand, be gracious please( I address this to Singaporean..)
More from me after this...

Contra and contrast in KL...

Kuala Lumpur or known as KL amongst local residents is a hub of everything in Malaysia.
As a capital city and business centre in the country, the metropolitan has gradually changed from its old fashioned look like what we knew in 19th century till now...

I had a short trip to KL recently and I found that the articles in the newspapers contradicted with what I saw.
People's purchasing power is extremely high and this astonished me that why on earth the articles in the newspaper or on the blog speculated the bankruptcy of the country. Well, I really thought of just within KL itself and never think of other place in Malaysia as in KL itself, it is way too facilitated compared to other places.

As a capital, KL serves as a trade in and trade out centre and gather all people from all walks of life in the country. According to my friend, Juin yi who recently likes to use economics terms instead of his own medical jargon said that during his posting in Tanjung Karang, people there live in poverty and illiteracy is quite high. So, we can't judge the situation just based on the situation in KL. Of course there's some place in KL are living in such condition but less illiterate.

KL is facilitated with their own public transport LRT lines and KTM( the worse public transport in KL but intercity is better) . LRT line, basically divided to Ampang Line, Sri Petaling Line and Kelana Jaya Line. LRT is considered a better version of KTM. Why? KTM is notorious for slow, massive usage and smelly compartment. Now, they have new compartment which is only for women and also new model from Korea(I suppose). The government gathers all the modal and capital in the metropolitan and optimizes the usage but the efficiency is low.

Like this morning, when I was having my breakfast with my friend's sis, I saw a gang of cops-liked people hanging around in the coffee shop. Then, I suggested that they were DBKL's authorities. Yeap..that's right. They are DBKL  authorities. But, time like 10 am, I thought they are on duty just like what we have in DBKK.. My friend told me that she was shocked when she was in Sabah last time when she studied..seeing DBKK's authorities worked so hard but DBKL's....-.="" Actually, KL residents pay tax for nothing in the end , seeing the money they pay to the authority wasted like this.. It's inefficient at all!

In terms of facilities, ok...I now really realize what is meant by first class facilities low class consumers..For instance, I really shocked with the condition in the Kolej Za'Ba. Building which is badly managed and the wall is "flourished" with amateur students' artwork. I wondered why and how the university side managed all these things. Afterall, to provide a decent environment for the students to study is the most important priority. The government should look into this case seriously and if the government really wants to improve the quality of the education, therefore then the facilities in the universities should be upgraded ( no matter what it takes! where all the money goes I don't care...Corruption and racism is still the biggest challenge in the country). and furthermore, UM is top 3 in South East Asia region（We should be proud of it^^, however, with the current situation of badly managed facilities, I quite disagree )...Tertiary students, shouldn't you aware of this??

Apart from travelling around the city, I was really happy with the warm hearted people in KL. Especially my friends who have been always so kind and nice. Taking me to 1 Utama ( where I never drop by before), watched movie( though it is considered the horror of the blockbuster) and ate chinese cuisine in the shopping centre, made my day full of enjoyment. Thanks guys..I know that you guys won't read my blogs..haha..

Also thanks to my friends who offered his bed to me and a shelter to me to stay. Aunty, you are a good mom and I am really thankful to you, appreciate it so much! Thanks for everything. KL....

Erm.....ya....Maybe I should just alone for whole life....haha

金牛座是个不用对别人放电却可以将人电到的唯一星座

金牛座的人偶尔给人很高调的样子,他们的性格自成一派.

金牛座的人常 常被人说是忽冷忽热,

金牛座的人常常让人觉得他们闷闷不乐.

金牛座的人往往很像双子,拥有双重性格,要深处才会发现.

金 牛座的人一半明朗一半忧伤,一半冷漠,一半热情.

金牛座的人对陌生人无视,对不熟的人外热内冷,

金牛座的人遇到喜欢的人 反而有种疏远感,他们会害羞.

金牛座的人有时很霸道,强烈的占有欲,

金牛座的人懒,怕麻烦,所以不喜欢和人搞暧昧，不喜 欢勾心斗角，不擅长心机。

金牛座的人慢热,他们把感情也当作一种艺术欣赏,他们选择慢慢雕琢,细细品位.

金牛座的人其实 不敦厚,这只是外表而已,但并不是完全没有.

金牛座的人似乎都看起来傻傻的,这是一种自我保护方式.

金牛座的人很讨厌别 人骗他(她),但除了自己最爱的人之外, 如果你欺骗了他,他会很聪明的捉弄你,说谎也看不出马脚.

金牛座的人有时会很有耐心,有时没.

金 牛座对自己要求很高,

金牛座的人守护神是美与爱之神维纳斯所以品位很高.

金牛座喜欢自然的东西,

金牛座 选衣服不会盲目追求品牌,会选择有质感的衣服.

金牛座很冷 ，一定要對方先流露出对他有好感，他才会散發出她的熱情

金牛 座低調： 默默無聞。他一向是高調做事，低調做人 ，其實他要的不多，他要的只是一個避风港，避风港对

金牛座來說太重要了，一個知心的朋 友，一個他愛的并且也深愛他的人。金钱，名利，地位這些他看的很淡泊，唯一具备殺傷力的就是感情，感情如果受到傷害那就全毁了

金牛座希望 有一個自己的城堡，如果可以，他愿意用一輩子的時間躲在城堡里，永遠不出来

金牛座哭泣 ：他受傷后會躲在被子里獨自哭泣，請相信這不是在博取你的同情，這是他這樣一个内心骄傲的人不得已時的場景

金牛座脆弱 ：很傷感的他雖然習慣在人们面前偽裝得很坚强，其實很脆弱，也很傷感地聽著傷感的音樂，看著悲傷的电影，他的眼中会渗出淚花

金牛座外表堅 強，内心脆弱，孤傲只是用來保护自己，害怕被傷害，不會偽裝自己，不會討人欢心，

金牛座喜歡充滿陽光，他不一定很富有，他喜歡养尊处优， 他有一种想讓人多看一眼的獨到氣質

金牛座孤獨 寂寞的他从不轻言說愛， 他的愛很沉默， 那并非他缺少那份勇氣，是因為在他的心里有一道護欄--那就是自尊，他看的比生命更尊貴的自尊，如果有一天，金牛對你說：l love you 那么希望你好好的珍惜他 因為他對你說了。。。。。。 那就代表你在他心中的地位超过了他的自尊


别愛上金牛座，金牛座討厭虚伪, 討厭謊言,討厭欺騙 别愛上金牛座，金牛座没有安全感,也不會給别人安全感 别愛上金牛座，金牛座愛不起,更怕受傷害 别愛上金牛座，金牛座喜歡自欺欺人,一直以為以後都會好的 别愛上金牛座，金牛座很傻,很天真 金牛座堅強,淡然.他的心時常會痛，就象那些輾轉在自尊下的愛痛了，疼了。
要是爱上了，就请容忍他,以上的秉性，并且好好疼他。

When it goes bankrupt...

It was a scary thing to watch something that might not be true spreading like contagious disease,e.g. H1N1...
But, we all know that the speculation sometimes might be true and might not..
 
Well, we...as Malaysian always live in anxiety and doubting that when the country becomes bankrupt in 2019, what will it be?
I suggest that we migrate...
The speculation of the Malaysian Bankruptcy has been circulating recently after the nearly collapsed Greece in Europe. The government in our beloved country, which is highly corrupted and biased, afraid of what the Greeks have done. So, by taking out the subsidize they had done for so long, they believe that it will cure the economy..
 
Perhaps, this method may work under ideal condition. (Without rumours and speculation)
Another ideal condition is, the country accepts more and more Foreign Direct Investment and triggers the economy. Thus leading to a high income society..Not just by decreasing the so-called helping-people subsize only. On the other hand, if the government does not undergo reformation such as the reshuffle of the cabinet, the corrupted people get more corrupted, the fanatic racial or religious entities get more fanatic, then, here goes our Malaysia...boom!!!
 
Well, last time when I would have always hoping that our country will change and change to a better one by introducing the useful policy like the NEM ...New Economic Module...which is believed to help many people and which is also fair enough for every person in the country. However, this module is actually not supported by the remainings ( leftist ) and always oppose this module due to its harm to their own privilage...
 
I think that's why Singapore is always better than Malaysia in terms of competition and fairness..
They are transparent, fair and unbiased(biased from other aspects but not in racial). They are more open, they are growing bigger than ever...than the neighbouring country like us...(in terms of economic map)


Migration will work for me if really...Malaysia goes bankrupt and makes Ringgit Malaysia a piece of junk...