About me ( 中文）

我觉得这篇blog需要用中文来写会比较好....

最近，都觉得自己怪怪的...
东西除了忙，还是忙之外，整个sem都把我弄得一团糟..
察觉到，自己最大的敌人，还是自己...
自己每一次都过不了关..

我想在这边点出自己的优缺点...

优点： 想很多，善良，好人....
缺点：想太多（有的没的），太善良，烂好人，脑袋放空该放空的时候就不放空，该不放空的时候放空，不擅长表达自己（就这么一点就输掉了），懒惰，情绪化...

看.....缺点多多...想改掉...希望有高人指点吧..我真的很想有个不一样的我...

我真的好累....我真的很想休息...我不想让我自己再度陷入低潮.....

Let's start from here~Joanna Wang

Giving up, why should I
we’ve come to far to forget
we’re beautiful, we just got lost
somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away

Let’s start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don’t need a finish line
let’s take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn’t seem to keep
I don’t care where we go
Let’s start from here

standing here face to face
a finger on your lips
don’t say a word don’t make a sound
silence surrounds us now
even when you were gone I felt you everywhere

Let’s start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don’t need a finish line
let’s take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn’t seem to keep
I don’t care where we go
Let’s start from here
Let’s start from here

I’ve never been the one to open up
but you’ve always been the voive within
the only warmth from my cold heart

~By Joanna Wang 王若琳....

Every single disappointment should be forgotten and we can start over again..
However, not everyone of us can completely do it successfully..
Gambateh ....

我想要好好地反省....

我不懂这个决定对不对....

而且，我的观点是我们彼此的距离越来越疏远了...
每当我想聊天，我都会设个办法来约....来拉近彼此...
好像没想到，越来越更疏远了...


忙的时候，我就不打扰...

那天，听了他跟我分析的我...他说我太过替别人着想了...
为了不让人家烦，而选择自己烦....
我也这么觉得...

所以说，人最失败莫大于不敢面对事实...可能我就是那个吧...
我很想的,只不过，timing真的要准....


昨晚，我梦见我和.在一起，我很高兴，梦得很甜...但是，梦里的，每次都不准...
我.... 实在是笨....
现在的我可以用笨来形容了....

笨到我自己也不能接受....
我想要好好地反省....

Greater the power, the greater the responsibilities

Non-related post: Fan-ING a lot....cannot sleep well at night...


Actually, almost all important events will be popped up soon and I am one of their committees.
Though just hold programmer for MSD and Wellog for MAD, I feel my responsibilities are getting larger and larger no matter how I try to avoid it.

As the movie "Spiderman" quoted:"the greater the power, the greater the responsibilities"
It was a quite old quote and quite well-known among those whoever watched it.
Last time, I never realised that the responsibilities are getting greater as we have the power. And the bad news for me, now, I face a lot of responsibilities.

The responsibility to be a good person,
the responsibility to become wise,
the responsibility to do the event,
the responsibility to talk with cautious,
the responsibility to think thoroughly before making decision,
the responsibility to choose people carefully,

a lot!!!!!

and since young, I had this kind of problem, get insomnia easily...
I wondered why my parents, brother and sister can sleep so sound and very fast to get into the sweet dream while I....still turning around and around , can't get a nice sleep...
I had been like this since young...what happen? think too much?

A lot of things bothering me and I really want to get it out of my mind.

So, I think that's enough!
Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Long time ago

Any post that lasts longer than this? I think I was really busy that I have no time to upload the photos.
Since is quite free...here comes the photos.

our destination

 

Well.....this was in January....that's quite a long time ago....Such a nice memory..

Enough

Enough for me...I am really upset with myself...

Keep misunderstanding my own personal views!!

I really need a clear mind to think..
Sometimes, things in front may not be true but when you really see it with your eyes and hear what they said, then, it will be quite true enough..

Maybe I am experiencing some kind of ....... haih.....just forget about it..

I will never successful for what I 've done....