Condolences to my friend

Happy and sad in my 82nd day of 21 years old.

but, mostly is shocked..

Shocked of the news of a friend of mine.
She's died in an accident today.

When I saw it in facebook, I cannot believe that it would be true.

And a few moments ago, I just saw the comments in facebook, she passed away.

It is a loss for us, we will never forget what she did for us.
For me, though is not that familiar with her, I will still remember how she looks like, I will always remember her.

For happy thing, I have no mood to talk about it in this blog.

一年的新加坡；一年的我

It was a terrible experience when I got too tired and then I couldn't experience it myself.

Too tired due to lack of sleep. This is really what I think of camp and that's why I was so reluctant to join any camp in my life.

Till now, though there's still a little bit of reluctance, I feel that that was the moment we learn something from it.

Well, not more than a week later, I will be the new batch of senior and I will lead the juniors to do admin things, teach them cheers, and so on...
I am a lazy guy and as some of my friends know, I would not offer myself to get in this trouble.
But now, as long I can help them, I get my full satisfaction...for real!

It was not easy to get through a year here. Most of the ups and downs were created and found here. I thought I was tough enough to get it through but, seriously, if not the newly-known friends I made here, I will be alone in this whole year...

Wao....time passes seems very fast and I have 3 more years to graduate.
and now, I am welcoming the new juniors to come into the new environment.
This whole year, was really a tough moment without my best friends, family members' close distance support. But, it was a valuable experience to get here and at least, I learnt something in my 1st year in NTU.

It was a totally different experience for me and I believe for all people I know, if they are standing at my point of view, they will feel it too!

不知不觉，一年了。思念的情怀，丝毫已经慢慢的淡了，这不代表我们大家的友情都淡掉，我觉得我们的友谊、感情，会更美好，巩固！

不知不觉，一年了，我已经渐渐地把新加坡当成我的第二个家。
不对，应该是第三。
第一：亚庇
第二：山打根
第三：singapore

无论人在哪里，总之心不变，就可以！对家，朋友，事业，学业，感情，都是如此.....

简单的热诚，真的不会很简单。要把它营造出来，都非不得要有一颗心！（It's not easy to do it, though I am still learning about it!)

回家2

这次的回家， 虽然没有那么多人在，但是在家的感觉是蛮好的。

尤其是当你要和朋友们出去聊聊天，其实是一个很不错的消遣。

只怪我会的时间太短暂，有些人已经不在了，回的时间又不刚， 所以，只能怪自己选错了时间。

回家是好，但是，由于一时适应不到家中的床，我花了一整夜才睡得着。

不单只这样，还惹了头痛。

周末和周一都带伤工作，有点烦咧！
但是，看到自己所熟悉的人物和地方，让我感到温馨。

只是有些东西，变了就是变了。
俗语说：“人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风”


感慨呀，感慨.......

Home

When I stepped down the plane, breeze blew across the road leading to the entrance..

I walked. There's nothing sad or touched for me for this time homecoming as compared to last time. I don't know why. I just didn't get touched with any scene.

When mum fetched me, I just smiled at her. I felt the warmth of my home..

Home, I'm back..

Perhaps, there's nothing for me to bother about, I think there should be. But, no. It doesn't run across my mind.

What I feel sorry for today is I skipped the practice and I feel sorry to Jia Yi(Harmonica Band Leader). No chord today and for sure, it makes some difference between has and don't.
Sorry for that..

Well, this few days, I will have a good rest and by the way, I need to eat a lot to regain the shape.
haha...

不再悲哀的日期

不再悲哀的日期（Start from now!!!)

男)造物弄人日记 谁叫也叫天不理
忐忑难眠 再追赶真理 为了力争一口气
(女)若现在来问你 谁可掌握真的美
如梦般优美 实际上绝对白欺
(男)曾为我爱侣爱到妄想轻轻希冀
也想过在我世界工作里
另一次得到赞赏一句
(女)尽了气力占有 终有天握碎
还末到尽头 而为何累透自己
(合)若我悲 伤心激气 也会订个日期
飞奔於清风里 全为了自己
若我哀 不安生气 这刹那再觅趣味
这个假期 天空里飞
偶尔看天色渐暗灰
忧郁天气 也会骤觉凄美


～～～Adopted from song by Steven Ma

就算发生什么天崩地裂的事，当作没有发生过！！！


Group outing 过后，整个人舒爽了，放松很多，感谢重金鼠还有高电鸭，让我在Bedok有个美好的回忆，就算是没有玩到很久，但是，我已经足够了。谢谢

详细图片(很多自拍照哦，不好意思！），请到facebook浏览吧！！ haha....

Unpredictable?

Just back from the basketball court and had a chat with Sam

He told me a lot of his story and also taught me a lot of what he said.

Meaningful and it's what happen around myself also.

I didn't realise that there's some one also has the same experience as me.

Well, life is just as interesting as in the movie. We can't predict what will happen next but we really excited with the 'to-be-continued' term!!

Unpredictable...means we really cannot guess what will happen and the IFs keep circulating in our mind....such that " What if ...like this, it will be like that" some sort of things.

My movie....my life...I just simply can't stand for it...it's too dangerous and I really need someone to continue with me...
This not mean that I am weak, but still need someone to guide and advise....
As chinese proverb said: "人生如戏，戏如人生“, this phrase symbolises our life, as a movie...we can't predict and only He knows and He will arrange..

Currently, I heard of some rumours about a couple which just broke up...My friends said, some people, they are just want to be dated so to be dated. This is not a very good concept meaning of love...They neglected the meaning of it and just simply playing with that..

I guess, that's why nowadays quite a number of marriage fail due to the misunderstanding and 'fooling around' mindset. From the story I heard, it was sad because I thought they will be happy together but, now, I realize that, there's nothing called certain.

In our life, many things are getting uncertain more than the other way...I am upset with this and shocked..
For my own destiny and my life, better leave it like that..let it be like that...step by step..follow the path..the right path..though the path chosen is not that correct...I have to , insist to continue....

An old man in MRT train

Some stories that I've forgotten long time ago and I never share it to other people is due to my negligence instead of my unwillingness to share. Here's a story which really happens to me, simple yet meaningful.


This morning, when I was taking MRT to Bugis, there was an old man who just boarded and of course, in MRT train, the old people should have priority to have a seat.

However that old man smiled and told me that:"Is alright for me to stand. I would like to stand till the last stop because I will fall asleep if I sit down. Anyway, still a long journey to Bugis and I'm sure there will be other people will let the seat for me.."

When I heard it, I was quite shocked and I felt a bit sorry for him because as young people, I have the responsibility to give the seat to them.
He continued the conversation by telling me his story and among the line he told me, I remember the most was the line which sounds :" Life should be happy, whether you are rich or not, health is the most important one and with good health , you can make money."

Listening to this, suddenly I had a lesson which I forgot long time ago...is him, who recalled all the lessons I learnt before.
He said, we should be happy always no matter what.
Even the situation is bad, we have to encounter it no matter what.


A stranger who can tell me that much topic, I think is no one but him. An old man in MRT train.

Irrational step

I was reading the Star this morning and saw this title:

"Maths and Science back to Bahasa Malaysia"

I really shocked with this article and again surprised with the news which was published in sinchew jit poh which said that there is an association will fight for the rights of Malay Language teaching in universities...

It was a really great shock for me as I am a student who always support the good and a better policy which benefits the future of a nation.

This is terrible and this act will just only affect the competitiveness of our young generation in the globalisation era. Not just for that, the government had been so irrational to take this step as this will cause a lost in publication companies, not for the sake of whatever profit that they want, but I call it for the sake of the young generation here.

People from other countries can take the initiatives to learn the language well, why not our people?
The government came out with the survey stated that most of the teachers did not use English as the teaching language in Science and Maths, and also quite a lot of students cannot catch up with the language because of the difficulty of language.
All of this can be solved if the fanatic groups do not interfere the policy. Think of what the best for the young generation and the future.
Ok. Malay and Chinese are important, however, do you think of what will happen if our people deal with the international business after that?
Malay is not deniable that is a very important language for us, it symbolised the independent and what they so-called it's their main characteristics of the race. Malay language has been taught for many years and now the language issues keep shifting again and again after so many years and yet did not see any improvement in the education system. It failed.

So, why not the education system just stick to one language and it will unite us all?? Isn't that 1Malaysia policy working like that??

Random shout out and post...

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just simply want to shout out loud after whole day work....still have a lot to follow up though the semi final was few days ago...still have a mini concert, and a final!!!


Well, SA's things ain't going to finish that soon and I really need time and space to relax now!!

FOA is not too far away from now and my home....is far away from the island....a sinful island!


There's no happiness here, only other feelings occupy my mind.....
Happiness had already gone and I try very hard to get it back..

Just imagine, I live alone...ok la...it's still not the end of the world now....just imagine..ok? haha..

Back to the story, just realize that I really tired and getting boring of working...I can't imagine how determine are those workaholics.... I try to get myself into it, but..seriously, I fail..maybe is my current lifestyle can't fit into the working days...I need to modify the timetable so that I can have a colourful day for the next day...
1. Sleep early
2. Eat healthy
3. Exercise regularly!!!!(The MOST IMPORTANT)


Second year is coming and juniors will come to NTU soon...my days will be more crowded than before....working is not an option for next semester..due to packed schedule!!
hm....kinda pity!!

H1N1??

It started when I was back to Singapore...

Whether is unfortunate or not, I straight away had flu within 2 days after back from KL!!!I started perspiring last night and until this morning, I still in the same condition till I got the medicine from Lun Ming...Thanks...But, now , I return to the original shape where I still having my nose stuck, getting hot(fever)!! and start perspiring some more!! Sometimes, I did experience some sudden ache at my joints..

Darn it....I can't sick coz I still have to work!!!

I need to earn my livings!!! what the heck I now having??!! Looks like I have to rest again?? But, as long as rest more n less online, will be ok...I think.....

Hope is not the one which is now very popular in 'demand'.....H1N1!!!Shxx

Against all odds

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've qot to take

Take a look at me now




By Mariah Carey


Sounds great when I listened to this just now...Though is an old song, still worth to listen to and it won't be bored..(don't listen for so many times at once...)


It reminds of my past few days and I should take the initiatives to do against all odds!!!

Guys, I am ok ....Don't worry and we can do this together ...Against all odds!!